HE

I've decided to write "memory" posts from now on, maybe once a week?
Well, here is the first one.

For as far as I can remember he always had been the hard-working kid. He was never really nice to me, in fact I always felt like he looked down on me and didn't even bother to think about me at all. But he had always been the one to take care of everything, from every house hold chores to little crying baby cousins. On top of everything on his shoulder, he was the best student in his class. He was smart and clever. It's like there was nothing he couldn't do, he always somehow managed to top everything. I envied him but at the same time felt sorry for him and felt all other things for him. He matured faster than rest of us did. Maybe this is why, sometimes I would save up a bar of snickers, even my own and wait for the most casual opportunity to give it to him and him only. Of course, only on those times he would actually appreciate my presence. It used to bother me a lot, the way he never even cared about me after all those years of our childhood. But somehow, maybe it's because he didn't care, I ended up feeling the way I felt for him. Yet, I don't really know what I felt for him, but all I know is that I loved the way he used to walk so fast and I would almost half run to catch up with him in the mornings to go to school together. And when he sew my barbie dress for me and did it even better than I could, there was nothing I could do to stop all the things I felt for him. Then there was the moment, I didn't even realize at first what I was doing and was about to do. He had his baby cousin in his lap and was playing with him sweetly. I came up to them as they were sitting under the barn shadow, he was trying to teach his cousin to kiss on the cheek. The cute little baby was clueless to what he was saying or doing, so I tried to show the baby how to do it. I pouted my lips and leaned closer to him without even thinking twice. Then all of sudden I realized he was backing away and when I looked up into his eyes, he awkwardly asked me what I was doing. I jolted backwards and managed to mutter "nothing" before I ran away. Why couldn't I just kiss him on the cheek, it would just be a peck if I ever was to do it and plus we were only children. Why did he had to back away and make things complicated?

ONE AND ONLY

 I wanted to post this long time ago but couldn't get the chance to,, but here is my first photo book! It feels so awesome to have your own work printed into a book,, I've named it "one and only" simply because it is my very first book and I don't think I will print another copy, and Weiling,, she is the one and only..

p.s I've created a Facebook "PAGE", so if you want to stay updated on my photo works then feel free to "like" ---> http://www.facebook.com/pages/Azjargal-Gankhuyag-Photography/209058352506133

CHEERS TO THE ADVENTUROUS FUTURE

Guten Abend! Ich hoffe dass, alles gut geht! The reason why I wrote in German is because I've started taking German classes again! I thought I forgot everything and I was afraid that I won't be able to understand my teacher and thus the whole course, but to my surprise I understood quite a lot. It's pretty cool how everything is eventually coming back to me. Nevertheless I'm running between Malmö and Lund twice or thrice a week so I'm on the run pretty much since the start of the year. I actually like it, not too much of school but it still keeps me busy here and there. On top of this I'm finally going to start taking dance classes! It's FINALLY because I always said I would take dance classes for past 5 years but never did, up until now, so this time it's for real and it's happening!!! The classes start in a week but I can't wait, I'm super hyped up.

From the looks of it, this year is definitely a brand new start. I'm feeling so inspired and confident to do so many great things and really want to make most of what I've got, and what I've got is time. As they say, time is "money", I'm not wasting a single penny but to invest it for the brighter and adventurous future.

STRONGER THAN BEFORE

"What doesn't kill you" heard this song on the radio for the first time today and instantly loved it! Love Kelly's voice! Anyways, as for today, I met up with Weiling!!! She is back for the winter break! I'm so over the moon that she is back and we finally met today!!! Missed her so much and it was so great to see her again and talk about all the things we've missed out on each other! It feels so good to be finally seeing each other eyes to eyes after what seemed like endless months of waiting! Seriously it felt like forever although it has only been 4 months.. She is still the same, our Weii!! To be honest, I was scared that she might have changed but fortunately we are still the same old Azaa and Weii.. I'm so happy...

MERRY CHRISTMAS / GOD JUL

It's Christmas eve tomorrow!! Somehow I'm so hyped up! We've invited few people over and going to spend the evening with delicious Julbord! Hope you all have a Merry Merry Christmas! GOD JUL!

CHRISTMAS MARKET

We went to a Christmas market in Vellinge last Sunday, in hopes of finding a perfect Christmas tree! But the prices for the trees were above 1000 sek! Too expensive.. Neverthless the market was filled with all sorts of Christmas decorations and lights and it sure made me leap once or twice! Now I'm definitely in a Christmas spirit! Hooray!

BLUE

On the photo above you can see Robin (my first male model). We shot this last week but I've been editing the photos over and over again, I just couldn't get the right tone and colors! I guess I'm a little satisfied with this one but still kind of unsure about it..

By the way I've got some really good news to share with you guys! But not just yet! I'm so excited and trilled about it! Well it's actually 2 things but I'll tell you all later when it's halfway through next week!